MOVING ON.... 

Hello guys! Its been a while again since I last blogged~ 

Been working as a part timer lately at a Japanese Restaurant at Liang court~ =) Work was fun~  And recently Yi Zhan has joined in as well~ 

Because he was looking for a part time job and at the same time figure out on what to do in life ( Just like me...) Since he quitted school.. 

It was fun working with them! =) It's been a long time since I had fun during work and of course hoping that the customers we served are nice folks.. Some of the customers are just plain stuck up..  Other than that I think work was great! =)

It was a very last minute decision that Yi zhan is coming with us for our upcoming trip!! YAY!! 

We used to make a promise and said that we will travel together (Only the 3 of us) one day! =D 

Now it's gonna happen!! I mean ya, my parents are there but still I am happy that we finally got to make that promise come true! Even though its like unpredictable~ 

Maybe one day we can travel together with our families (That's if I even managed to find a boyfriend) ~ 

Because I have been meeting out with him and Lynette (Yi Zhan's girlfriend) , we got along pretty well I would say~ She is such a nice girl and hopefully the both of them can be happy together for long~ =) 

Of course I have been reading other than working and spending lots of time on the internet.. Reading is a everyday to do thing in my life now~ 

I strongly recommend this book to other bookworms out there~ Its a great inspiration ! 

Caught her staring at me while I was reading~ So cute!! =D 


Emotional post from here.. 

I have thinking a lot lately and seriously.. 

Like what am I going to do in life.. Do I continue to look for a job that I have no interest in because of the income or should I just do something different in life not knowing if I would keep doing it in the future? (For the rest of life maybe) 

I have been thinking about options that I have in life... And hopefully not to go back to what I have been doing for the past 1 or 2 years, living like a living zombie.. 

Been thinking about continue to work as a part timer and go to school? (Get a diploma)

 But I seriously have NO IDEA what I should study.. Because I might NOT end up what or who I should be then it will be just a waste of time and not to mention MONEY.. 

Option 2 would be still continue my part time job and go to courses that I have interest in, like going back to study Japanese lessons (which I want to study so badly..) etc... 

I even thought about work as a part timer and save enough money to get out of here.. live at some place and find a job there.. (Stupid idea) but who knows it might work.. 

In conclusion.. I am lost.. 

People keep saying that "You should know what you want in life.. 
Nobody knows.. Only YOU know it yourself" 

I would be like.. REALLY? Because seriously.. I DON'T have a FRIGGIN IDEA ! 

I know it's not easy and maybe I should just take it slow and think carefully what I want.. But I have been doing that every single day.. I don't wanna say how sad or pathetic I am.. 

Or how I wish I can cry whenever I want and expect people to be there for me.. Because I know at the end of the day, I am living on my own.. It's my life.. Nobody is gonna be there for me as they claims to be.. 

Even if they CAN LITERALLY be there but they can't do anything.. 

I need help.. I need a sign.. That says this is what I should do! I am born to do this.. I need to know I have a purpose in life.. 

In my life I just want two things.. To have freedom and passion.. 

Freedom - Free from all burdens.. Free from all these forever going on debts, free from all the stress that came from the society.. Free from the burdens that I gave myself (Telling myself how I should have a stable and huge income to support my parents in the future.) 

Passion - The passion that I want to do (Like I was born to do this).. 

It seems easy.. because the definition of freedom and passion are different to people.. but it's so difficult from me.. And I never really think that anyone has Freedom before..  

I just hope one day I can get what I want and find what I have been looking for in life.. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUM!! =D  WITH UPDATES.. 

Yes.. This blog post is SOOO LATE!!  =X 

Mum's birthday was on 5 August but I only managed to blog now because I have free time ~ 

We managed to celebrate for her and ate out at Kian Seng Seafood Restaurant.

Not really a restaurant but they called it one.. oh well.. The food at Kian Seng was not bad I would say.. 

It was really good and not expensive too~ =) 

Coffee Cake! =) 

Sang Birthday song ~ 

My dad kinda forced himself to smile at the camera..
The truth was he was really sleepy.. So he kinda entertain a lil.. 

Me and my mum~ 

Sis didn't manage to join us because she was working~ But she managed to get birthday present for her.. 

Mum and her friends.. =) 

I think my dad felt irritated.. LOL! He wasn't in the mood.. Too sleepy after dinner I guess~ 

The picture looks kinda blur but this was the best I got so far~ 
Ever since I got to use sis' camera (DSLR) , I kinda neglect my Digital camera.. =X 

Of course Mum and her beloved Cherie~ 

Wishing mum a Happy Birthday and stay healthy always! =) 

I managed to get a part time job recommended by Sweetie Sherline~ Thanks to her I am gonna have some income to pay off my debts and save up for the family trip~ 

Hopefully that everything goes well and work happily with the people there~ =) 

Alright~ That's about all now~ Gotta head out for my work now~ 

UPDATES...

Hey people! How are ya guys doing~ Its been a while ya~~ haha! 

I think I have been doing okay.. 

Been looking out for jobs and yes, its been two months since I am out of jobs.. But hey I ain't slacking either.. 

Have been going for interviews here and there but sadly there isn't any good news for me just yet, so I guess I am going to look for part time job for the time being..


Because my family decided to go on a family trip in October.. Well, Scoot was having a great offer so we just decided to go on a family trip at the very last minute..


At first I was REALLY looking forward to it.. But then again, I am the one who is going to arrange all the schedules so I was kinda worried that my parents might not like them.. I did ask for their opinions and all that but they didn't have any idea of what to do and such.. So I had to do this all alone..


Hopefully it will turn out all good..


Being jobless means no income.. No income means BOREDOM !! =.= Because I can't hang out with friends (well, they are all busy working as well) Sister was busy with her own life too so we didn't hang out at all.. 

And also no income means I can't pay my debts (include the customers refund) , So I was kinda panic.. But I didn't really show it out because seriously I can't do anything if I worry all day long right? 


So all I could do was to do the house works, surfing the net and of course READ! 

Yes.. I have been reading A LOT! 

I managed to read a book that I bought like MONTHS ago..due to my busy work life (and laziness was kinda part of it) so I just left the book there and rot.. =X 

But I finished reading after 3 days! I literally held on to that book for HOURS! Maximum 8 to 10 hours! Yes.. It was rather a thick book BUT VERY interesting! If you wonder what book is that, its "Leaving the World" by Douglas Kennedy.. He is in my favorite author list now~ 

So after reading his book.. I got so into reading once again (Like I used to) , I just bought BOOKS again~ I bought like 6 in total.. Now I left 5 of em~ 

Reading is kinda like my only entertainment now IF I didn't go out.. 

As you can see.. I bought the whole series of Twilight recently.. Currently reading the first one~ 

Some pictures of my cuties~ 

Cookie LOVES sneaking up to me while I was reading.. Getting my attention and all~  

Cherie just laze around.. Sometimes just barks for me to feed her or clear her shit.. Seriously Clever dog I must say.. 

Coco LOVES attention.. she just wants all the love and hugs from you.. but sometimes she is really sly..Like she knew it was wrong to shit and pee around but she still does it and wait for you to find out.. And when u find out, she will hide one corner to peek at you to see if you go crazy and yell.. oh well.. Clever dog but not in a good way.. =/ 


Nothing much to blog I guess.. Because my life basically is just boring.. No one to hang out with.. No one to talk to.. Just me, the dogs, the internet and my books.. 


I wanted to blog most of the times.. To just vent out all my frustrations, sadness, loneliness..(nothing about happiness really) 

But then again, its too long to even start with, or rather I have no idea how to start.. 


Maybe Twitter is my best way of venting out (not facebook anymore) ..


Anyways, gonna end my post now.. Hopefully I can find a job soon (Part time job maybe?) That's all now~ Bye!