Sunday, February 28, 2010

LONG TIME NO SEE! ^^

Its been a long time since i blogged, no pictures this time because picture uploader cant upload pictures.. Been down recently.. too much stress i suppose.. I wanted to blog, but i find it no point since no one really will care and there is really no one for me to confide, the only place to confide is my heart.. Mostly is about IA.. As everyone knows tht i got terminated.. and because of tht i had to go back to sch and do my IA, and because of that, my hours are not enough to reach the minimum of hours.. So i was being stress.. sad and really upset.. Since no one really understand my situation..

Dad didnt know my condition but he knew tht i was back in school but he didnt know i got terminated.. Kinda told him tht i was worried bout what am i going to after graduate, but to my surprised.. He said.."Think what u gonna do until then.. just do well now. maybe u can go study more bout this line" , surprisingly.. I am still thinking what am i going to do.. I want a job, a part time job perhaps? So i can learn jap and get a driving license..

Shall think bout that again someday.. I am just so upset.. Yesterday there was a function and my juniors came in to help me as helpers and school PAID THEM!! 20 bucks each person!!! (=.=) I was so upset.. and no one even know who bake those cakes and brownies and still i dont get a single cent! sigh..

I am sick and tired now.. of everything.. Of life.. Now i am sick.. Make my thinking go worse.. I just hope my bad temper can control.. I dont want things to get worse..

Happy Birthday Teck seng, sorry i smsed u last night so late.. And sorry cant celebrate with u! But u got my best wishes! U know tht! =)

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