Hey peeps! Its been about 1 week since i blogged~
Well, been with work as usual and by the time i reached home.. I dont even wanna type anything because i cant think of anything and simply lazy to do so~ So yeah~ But why the update now? Because it seems that my blog is slowly rotting away on its own... =.=
Read up my past posts and i was soooooo enthusiastic in blogging that i can talk about almost anything and everything under the sun.. But now.. I just cant bring myself do it ~
Anyway~ My life is just surrounded with work.. I ponder a lot lately.. Almost everything, be it my career, my life and etc... But i cant seem to blog it down, because i dont wanna give myself more things to ponder about.. I feel like blogging it down now because its more to heart to heart post?
About work, sometimes i feel that this isn't the job for me whenever things got stuck up and find myself really stupid enough for not knowing how to solve the god damn problem. Because i am dealing with people every single day, its not like dealing with products or animals. So i got stressed up a lot, at the same time, i would think that maybe i should give myself a chance to stand up with courage to face the problems to solve them so i can learn.
Because i know this is opportunity and good environment to work in. So i shall give it a shot and see how it goes, currently i am not having any much complains just that sometimes i can feel really bad.. I just kept it to myself.. Because the moment i complain, i would complain more and i will feel much worse. So hope that i can achieve in my career, at least something.. All the best to myself then~
About Friends, i am still happy with my cliques of course~ Just wish that we can hang out more often though~ But i am grateful enough to able to meet up with Sherline and Seng though~ As for Hweeyi, its been quite some time since i met her~ Gonna meet her up this Friday~ Guess we've got catch up to do! =)
As some of you might know i used to have this best friend during ITE time (Tourism), and because of her love, we kinda fall out.. So we didnt talk to each other for almost 2 to 3 years, in between we did contact each other but it didnt work out because she went back to her gf at that time, so we fall out again.. but now, they officially broke up, i guess this time is official.. So we kinda contact back..
I dont know, i really wonder why i care so much.. I keep telling myself that i shouldnt care and she doesnt worth my effort or something like that, but almost everyday i will actually look for her updates in facebook and blog , and really wonder if she is doing well. I know i do care.. Some people will really find it weird or find me stupid.. Because i care bout friends too much.. But i cant help myself, i wish i could really restrain myself from caring so much..
Oh well, just let the nature take its course.. I know i still treat her as my friend, because the fact that she used to exist in my life and made me happy, at least i know school times was enjoyable one.. After that Familigia came to my life and gave me more..
I know i shouldnt ask for more.. I am grateful to what god has given me, i will appreciate and treasure them.
That's about all now~ Shall update soon once i am free! Bye peeps!
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