SUPER STRESSED OUT...
Hey peeps! Its been quite some time since I had blog.. Been busy with the event that was held once in every year, was busy helping out.. The event was at last week and this week, i had been busy job hunting, i just had an interview on Wednesday and still no news yet. I was hoping to hear from them these few days but nope..
Not a single word from them, i had the most interesting interview in my entire life! I had confident at first till they asked me to do the personality test and MS word, Excel test.. Its not that i am doubting my personality, its just that its the first time i was doing this, so i was kinda nervous maybe?
And was worried that i am not what they are looking for.. Oh well, just let it be if i wasn't being selected.. But here comes the thing, i have been worrying bout my finance EVER SINCE!
sigh.. Yes.. Its like 5.56am in the morning now, i am supposed to be asleep but ya know, my timing has been so..abnormal.. I sleep in the day and comes out active at night, like my hamsters.. T.T okay, anyways, i just opened my mail box and i was stunned for a moment when i saw my bill came..
When i opened up my letters, its WORSE! I am having DEBTS !!
I have got phone bills and my credit card bill that i didnt clear.. SIGH!! What am i going to do?! I need at least 250 bucks to clear all these shit! Seriously! I need money to drop from the sky!! Can i try my luck by buying lottery? =X I am DESPERATE !!!
I don't think asking for money from people is a good thing so its not a good idea, and besides who is gonna help me when i am in this situation?! T.T
Now i am so stressed up that i have to look for a job URGENTLY! But then again, i have no idea what kind of jobs to look out for.. I dont know what job is suitable for me, I dont know what i want in my career.. All i care now is MONEY! I need MONEY! I dont care bout surviving now! I just need money to clear all these shit! I just hate it!
I need to rant it out here because there is no one i can talk to bout this matter, i mean, come on! Who is gonna listen to you and help you when you are facing money problem.. T.T Its just another reality in this world and society..
Okay.. I ranted enough and i am gonna search for a job now..Wish me luck and hopefully next week i can get something! Good morning to those who just woke up and good night to those who are going to bed. Till next time!
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