TWO LONG POSTS FOR TWO DAYS~!! =D

(29/03/10) Monday~

Its a last minute thing that we decided to go to Wan chin's house for dinner~ I felt so busy during these few days, been running here and here.. Went to the Hotel yesterday to collect my cheque and at the same time, get Raj to sign my logbook~

Slacked awhile with Raj and Helmi, Kinda missed those days that we would crap together!!




Oh~ Thanks to Seng!~ We got to eat yummy cakes!! Thanks lots! =) We ate it well!



Dinner!! YUMMMMMMSS!!! =) I LOVE homecook food!!!

Enjoying our dinner~~





Love the cheesecake!! =)

We gather like a whole family~~ I felt so happy where almost all Fam members gathered, but not all though~ Hope we can all have a reunion soon!! =)
Even though its just a few hours, a simple dinner, a small place for us to gather, i still feel the happiness~ I hope this relationship dont end.. I love Familigia LOTS!! =D This is the only happiness i felt now~~
P.S : Viv~ U know we all love u~ Must jiayou! =)


(30/03/10) Tuesday~

Also a last minute decision to go for K today~ Last night then confirm that we are going~ I went to Dover HQ to look for mdm first, gave her my logbook and off i went home, I felt relieved! Its like finally my burden is off my shoulder, now? Just wait.. To see whether can i or can i NOT graduate.. Oh well..

Reached home, ate brunch and bathe the dogs~ Headed out of the house to meet them~ Sherline and Seng~ I was the first to reach, quite unexpected anyways~

Went for K box~ We sang for 8 hours! LOL! So fun!! It started dry at first.. But we had fun in the end~ Even though its only the 3 of us~ But we had fun! =) I know i did~























We sing till.. I guess we gotta take good care of our throats now! LOL! We sang so many funny songs, its like Sherline sang Hokkien songs in Hokkien, at the same time, Seng sang in Chinese.. Its like direct translations! It sound soo funny !! We even sang, staying alive by Bee Gees.. Seriously, we nearly died because we were out of breathe!! LOL!!

After singing, we went to eat our very late dinner! Chicken rice~ YUMMS!! Thanks Sherline for the treats~ =) Appreciate it lots!! =)

Now busy days are over, i am back to my rotting life, so gotta find a job soon!! I dont wanna idle anymore!! Need to earn money to get what i want! I need BOOKS!!!! I need MP3 !!!! GEEZ!!! So many things to buy but no CASH!!

REST IN PEACE CRACKER...



Yes, Cracker passed away on 22 March 2010. I only got this news today! (=.=) , Like wth right? But anyways, its already like that, there is nothing i can say too..

Cracker is a very sweet boy but we had no choice at that time but to give it away to Meiting aka ah ma.. Of course, i still miss him but i cant visit him that often because of busy life and of course how busy meiting can get.. So i only visited him once when i gave him away 3 years ago.. And now, the shocking news from them was, he passed away.. sigh..

I was really shocked and sad.. What i heard was, he got dead brain and passed away on that day when he got sick..

I will miss him, i still remember how he always so afraid of thunder, and loves to go for walks, love to play with cookie, sometimes even fight with him.. Sigh.. Hope he got a better lifetime! =(

MEET UP WITH SWEETIES! =) (24/03/10)

First thing first!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOMMIE UNNIE!!! =) Her birthday was on 24 Mar~ And i cant blog yesterday, stupid internet really sucks to the core!! (=.=) so anyways~ Happy birthday~~ Have a great year ahead!! And i am seriously looking forward for 2NE1's next album!! =)

Stayed at home yesterday and i seriously couldnt take the stress, so went out to meet up with Sherline and Vivian, Trained together with sis and Vincent, since they are going to sentosa at the same time~ So ya~ Met up with them and slacked for awhile ~





We were thinking what to eat for dinner since we were like broke, so we went to buy some tidbits.. In the end! I should have eat a proper meal lor! Because i spent almost 10 bucks to buy those tidbits!! 


Tried out the breads at the new bakery! I even applied a job there ! The breads were really yummy! =)

After buying all the snacks~ We went to eat at our usual spot~







Messing around with the fountain~ hahaha!

After that ,we went to the top once again to slack~ Love it there ESP when its at night~

I am just a night person! Love the night! Made me felt peaceful~


LOL!! So cute right? hahaha!






Slacked with us after sentosa~ haha!!

Nothing much to blog~ Its a busy week for me this week~ Going out with Sherline later for her Interview~ Good luck to her!! =) Saturday going out with Mo, to find out more bout my Part time job~ ( For ur info, i am still looking for another stable part time job!! ) Maybe full time job is also fine.. Anyways, after meeting Mo, gotta go to Expo for the career fair which so far, no one is available to go with me.. Alright! thats all now! Ciaossu!!

SABAI SABAI WAS SOOOO FUN!!! =)

Last minute decide to go Sabai with Siming and Viv~ And they took cab and fetched me too~ Reached Sabai at bout 11 plus, got the front seats, Siming opened one Martell~ Drank for like a few cups and we went to eat our supper..

I felt sooo bad .. Because Siming treated us to drink and Viv treated supper.. >.< I will make it up to u girls one day ok? =)

After supper, went to buy cigarette, were like crapping away~ We went back in after that~









We had soo much fun just by listening to the music, watching performances! I even vomitted twice!! Because of the supper i guess.. And i drank quite a lot.. So ya, BUT Viv drank the most! LOL! I had soo much fun!! AND AND AND!! I am sooooo in love with Nes' voice! Love his singing!! He even sang in front of me!! OMO!! I almost fainted!! =X

Anyways, after all the fun~ We headed back to my place by cab..I paid for the cab of course.. Thats the least i could do i guess..We had some chat and slept till 1 plus~ Headed for brunch at mac~ After that ,they went home and of course, i continue to rot like hell.. I wanna go again!! Lets go again!! =)

BEEN HIDING.. THIS IS POST WITH FULL OF SHIT.. DONT WASTE YOUR TIME READING IT ..

At one point she is right, i have never been happy since the shit happened, yeah.. i cant even move on, yes, i cant accept the fact that this shit just happened.. I am stupid, i am stubborn.. I find everyone utterly annoying because i dont need anymore reminding or nagging bout what i should do or what i should not do! Because i know! Am i that immature as you all think?! You thought i dont know how to think all these?

I just wanna be stubborn this time, i dont wanna go back to school, but i dont wanna stuck at home all day along either.. I know i should just accept the fact that this shit happened and i should move on, but i cant! I am SICK and TIRED of all these! For just one day, i wish all these just STOP! Let me rest! Let me clear my head!

I hate myself! Because i cant think properly now! I dont know what i want now..

I hate myself for shutting myself up to people! I dont know how to pour out my problems anymore! I dont even know how to BLOG my situation! Thats the fucking worse part! If i dont even know how to blog bout my situation, its really worse.. I had to shut myself up..

People asked me, what do u think u should do? I would say, WHO THE HELL CARES BOUT WHAT I THINK? Its the reality that i have to force myself to move on isnt it? Who the hell cares? My parents dont care which sometimes is a good thing! Just freaking leave me alone! When i needed encouragment, where was it? All i got was scoldings and misunderstandings! They dont understand me at all! Yeah.. I have always been a burden to you! I am always an extra who is just standing aside and watch how heartwarming this family is!

I was alone last night, i seriously dont even want to go home, i wish i wasnt home, i wish i was out there.. All of a sudden, i just felt so alone.. I have no one to call out to lend me a shoulder to lean on.. I dont need a listening ear.. Or someone who knows to advise me.. All i need is someone who dont ask me why or what happen, that someone will lend me a shoulder to lean on.. Weird right? I have Familigia.. I can call 9 of them and maybe 1 of them is free to come out.. But i didnt call anyone.. I just sat there and think.. No one will be free to entertain me..

Yeap.. In the end, i am all alone..

Whats the conclusion of this post? I am alone.. I have to fight this alone.. I gotta do this, nobody is going to help me. Nobody is gonna care anyway.. In the end, i am alone.. ha.. pathetic isnt it?

OUT TO GET SOME FRESH AIR..


Will be blogging short.. bloody hell, i did blog a long post but due to my internet connection tht it didnt save.. FUCK INTERNET!!

As you can see, i was out today to get some fresh air.. Why? Because i stayed at home almost for 1 week, didnt go to school dont ask me why, i just dont wanna go.. i am sick and tired of doing all those shit..

Went to orchard with sis today.. I was pretty upset because i didnt get the top tht i want since its bloody ex.. sigh..

Had a great meal in Daikokuya!! Its really yummy!!