ADVANCE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION FOR KELVIN!! 

Happy Birthday Kelvin! 


Glad that you like this handmade present from us!! Be happy and healthy always~ 


Familigia FTW!! ^^ 


Decided to make a handmade scrapbook from Vivian, Bernard, Teck seng and of course myself~ 


Was thinking bout what to give as present and I had a hard time thinking, in the end, decided to give something meaningful ! 


So met up with Viv, Ber and Seng last Saturday to hunt for stuff to start our lil "project" ~ 


Reminds me of our school days~ Meeting up and doing project~ haha! 


First we went to Vivocity, no luck of finding it, so we went to Habourfront centre to look for it~ Luckily we did! After dinner at HANS, we went to Starbuck to start our work~ 

Luckily we have Ber and Seng to help and design, of course to offer lots of ideas of what to do~! ^^ 

While me and viv were doing the work, he was too bored, so took out his new poker cards to "play" ~ 


I gotta say, the cards were really nice! 


So retro looking! 

After some time, we managed to have a nice cover page! =D 


So proud of ourselves! To be able to do something so nice ! =D Its so nicely done! Even I want a present like that too! =P 

Helping out on sorting out the pictures ~ 

Playing cards again~ Seng teaching Ber some tricks I think~ 

And of course Camwhoring is a must! =D 

We spent the most time doing up this page! Whats more, we were not in Starbucks by the time we did this, cause we were in starbucks for too long and thought they were closing, so we went outdoor to do this! LOL! 

Did this with SWEAT OKAY! HAHA! 

Didnt have enough lighting, even used our own phone's flash light to do! Its such a funny sight! 

After doing up most of the pages, we headed home. 

The next day, Viv and Ber even came to my place to finish up the rest of the pages~~ ^^ 

I love that look of the day~~ =D Viv even said that I didnt look like myself.. 0.0 


Met up with sweeties last night at Bugis for steamboat~ 


Just a simple gathering and celebration for Kelvin~ 


Sorry bro, we didnt manage to get a cake for u, and I dont think anyone can eat up the cake after that whole steamboat thing! LOL! Some of them ate like 2 hours of steamboat! 


Everyone was bloated! But still, its nice doing a gathering like that~

Its been such a long time since I met up with Elynn~~ ^^ 

Love this picture~ So cute!! =D 

Had loads of fun~~ 


Chit chatting and laughing away~ Seems like the whole place was filled with our laughter~ 


It seems like a dream to me because its like I have traveled back in time.. 


Wish how time could stop. For that moment, it could last forever.. With no worries, no burdens.. 


Just laugh with them everyday in my life.. 


Well, I do wish this friendship would last forever, till we are old.. ^^ I know its kinda impossible, but with Familigia, I feel like everything seems possible.. 


Because of them, my life is lighted up ! Its a group that I can proudly tell people that its where I belong! =) 


No matter how hurt I am for now, I still have to get over it and not to look back.. 


I am just glad that they are here with me.. 


Alright! Till next time guys! Shall stop here and continue with my itinerary!! =) 

GOODBYE FOR REAL...

People has been asking me what happened to me due to recent status updates and twitter.


Thank you for your concern but I will be fine. Because I know I will move on for sure this time.


I promise myself that I wouldn't look back.


Won't go on details bout what happened because someone find me THREATENING. And being said, this someone was a very close friend of mine.


So I won't exactly explain bout what had happened. But in overall. This Friendship is officially over.


I won't mention who because those who know me will obviously know.


This time, I am feeling hurt and disappointed at the same time.


If she thinks that I am cruel towards her because of money issue, then I am sure that she don't know me well at all. This time, I dont fight for myself, I fight for people who are involved, people who are innocent and understanding.


Its my responsibilities. They trust me so I am doing whatever it takes and not to lose that kind of trust.


I don't find it necessary to explain anything to her because I don't think she will be bothered bout what I've got to say. And of course I won't expect her to listen because of her current situation she is in.


When everyone around me doubts her. I still stand on my ground to trust her completely.


I don't know what to do to get back this friendship anymore. I just let it go.


Its not because my feelings are not strong enough to hold on to it, but its because I am just too tired to hang on for so long. I just find it no point anymore. Getting hurt over and over again.


People always find it weird why am I so persistent towards this friendship? Am I in love with her..( Like seriously??)


I would say, I love her as a friend, like any other close/best friends would do the same, IF this happened between me with any of my best friends, I would feel the same.


So she is not the only friend that I choose to hang on for so long.


Even things happened with me and other close friends of mine, but we still managed to pull it through.


I once said to her, If there is gonna be another hole/gap between I will try my best to glue it back. 


I wanted to, but with my strength only is not enough, what's the point of me wanting to save this friendship when the other party is not willing to. 


When I said I will glue it back at that time, I meant it. But maybe she thinks I was bullshitting? I dont know.


Was reading my blog earlier on, its like all the pain that I had the first time was back at one shot. But this time was worse. It was too overwhelming. 


It may seem stupid of me, to get hurt because of a friend, and not like others, who got hurt cause of boy/girl relationship. But be it Hweeyi, Familigia, Mary or her and of course my Family. If I was hurt by any of them. I would feel hurt as well. 


Because LOVE was involved. I Love every single one of my best friends.. That is why I cant bear the cold war between any of us. That is why I am always too straight forward all the time.. Because I wouldnt wanna lie to any one of them. 


But I guess being too straight forward bring me so much trouble.. 


This entry took me bout 3 days of what to blog.. I have so much to blog bout this but I dont know how and where to start. 


I had to blog this out because I cant keep it inside me anymore. I will break down, and its a matter of time.


For now, I am still doing fine because I have to solve the problems that I am facing now. 


Then I will face my own emotions later. 


That's all for now. Take care.

ITS BEEN A WHILE.

Hey people! Its been a while since I blogged.. 


I have been really broke so all I did for my weekends were to stay at home and SLACK LIKE A BOSS!


And it had been two weeks since I went out.. Yea.. So now you know how pathetic my life is now. 


I am broke because my blogshop got REALLY COCK UP. 


I wont go on details because its not the right time yet, just say that once I can refund my customers' money, I will just let it go. For now, I am still pissed and annoyed for what had happened. 


So anyways, nothing much bout my weekends like I mentioned~ All I did at home was to watch One Piece and I am so lazy to even play Cabal. T.T


Dont know why, I just dont feel like doing anything but to lie down and watch my anime.. 


Maybe my mood was really down.. Because not only my blogshop is giving me problems, but I think friendship was the price to pay. Since the day I decided to confront them. hmm... 


I have so much trouble on that I can't be happy like I used to be.


Those happy moments just lasted for a month or two. 


I just wanna be happy again.. Like genuine happy! 


Hope Mum gets well soon, each and everyday, I witness her getting skinnier and weaker, just made me so depressed. And the worse thing is, the doctor can't even tell what's wrong with her. Only manage to find out how weak her heart is now.


High risk of getting Heart attack.. I just pray everything goes well and nothing bad happens..


Alright. Thats about now~ 


Think bout happy moments..


My trip is not far away from now~ But one thing is we still haven't plan for our itinerary !! =X 


Of course by then, I hope I have enough cash for shopping! I wanna do shopping like one MAD woman!! 


For now, I just have to tolerate and save like hell!! And enjoy for that seven days! =) 


Secondly, My gigantic Tarepanda had arrived!!! You have no idea how HAPPY I was!! =D 


I will try and take a picture of it and show to u guys~~ 


Hopefully things can go well and lessen my burdens.. Till next time guys!