MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !!! 

This post will be consist of Christmas Eve AND Christmas day itself~ 

Before I proceed any further, I would like to share some pictures of my darlings ~~ 

Hehe~ Merry Christmas to you too Baby~ ^^ 

Bear look alike ~~ Cherie~ 

Gotta love this picture!! LOL~ 

It was a very last minute decision that we decided to buy the tree from the NTUC and it seems quite ok ain't it? 

Its cheap and its doesn't look very ugly~ 

Putting up decorations~~ 

And voila~ Our tree !! ^^ I just love those lights~ The tree is good to look at~ =X 


Maybe next year we will shop for nicer and bigger decorations~~ Right Baby sis? ^^ 


Because of some issues that I didn't manage to get any presents for my guy friends even on the Christmas eve! So I decided to go some Christmas shopping, I don't like to because its expected to be so damn crowded but I HAD to.. T.T 


Headed to Takashimaya since there was nothing I can get for my guy friends from ION, So takayshimaya would be a better choice~ 


Managed to get all of the presents at one go! ^^ 

The tree looks so complete with those presents underneath it ~~ ^^ 

PRESENTS!! ^^ 


Woke up and headed down to Jurong point to pick up the food for our party~ 


Head straight back home right after that, haha~ I guess we were really tired~ 

Gave mum her present first because she was heading out of the house soon for last minute dinner~ 

Opening up slowly~ 

I am glad that she is happy with the present~ Its from me, sis and Vincent ~ But I chose it!! ^^ 


Thought that it'll be useful for her~ 

My present from me to Dad.. 

I got Ginseng tea for him since he doesn't lack of anything in life except for health, well, he didn't quite like it though, because he thought it was so simple.. but hey, I spent time and money to get a present too right? And it's not CHEAP OKAY?! 


For a box of 12 tea bags of ginseng tea cost me 20 BUCKS! FREAKING 20 BUCKS! 


It's the thought that counts but I guess he doesn't appreciate it much either.. =.= forget it.. 

Mum's present from us~ ^^ Even I liked it very much too~ 


While waiting for Anx, Chad and Joseph to come, I was starting to preheat all the food, and hey, just preheating them alone is a tough job to do! 


I had my makeup on and I was like sweating away and smelled like FOOD! =X 


Pizza delivery came and people came too~ ^^ 

Enjoying the food~~ 

What a way to sit a massage chair.. T.T 


We were watching Narnia movie on channel 5 ~ while eating of course~ 

After dinner, we decided to proceed on with presents exchanging~ IT'S FUN!! ^^ 


Below is pictures of us having a close up shots.. =)

Chopper figurine from me and Makeup pallet from Vincent to sis~ Of course Yi zhan gave her a necklace pendant~ 

LOL!!! Present from Yizhan to Vincent! =X 


Just by looking at his expression, you can tell that he doesn't like the present very much.. =P 

Yi zhan opening up his present from Vincent and Sis~ A bag from Four Skin~ 


I bought him a undie from Paul frank and luckily that he said he likes it, whats more important that it FITS! =)

Sis got irritated because Yi zhan wrapped the present with lots of papers, its difficult to open and its irritating to just see layers of papers.. haha~ Its a prank from Yi zhan to her~

Just a small box of present, he just had to wrapped it with so many papers.. T.T 

Second present from Anx and Chad~ It was a lil bended and they were kinda worried that the present will be destroyed.. So asked to open up ASAP! But a shot is a must before I open it! =P 

Present from Sis and Vincent~ ^^ 

Sis and Vincent got me a makeup pallet from Sephora for me!! 

Present from Yi zhan~~ 


I gave out cards to them ~ And we were done doing exchange presents! We went to do some girls stuff~ 

Zhan chilling in my room............... =P 

Guess whose eyes are those~ LOL!! It's kinda easy to guess~ 

We were chilling in my room and took a few shots of pictures together~ 


Now, Revealing what they got for me!! ^^ 

Eye shadow pallet that is limited edition from ETUDE HOUSE! From Anx and Chad ! Thanks guys! 


I will use it well!! ^^ 

From Sis and Vincent... ^^ Thanks guys !! Loved it too~~ 

Blusher from ETUDE House that was from Yizhan~ Thanks bro~! ^^ 

From my Manager~ She knew I like pink and hopefully they smells good~ 

It's a great Christmas this year because its the first party that I've host in my house and able to spend the day with my loved ones~ Its a blessed day ! 

Merry Christmas everyone ! May you have a great year ahead of you !! 

I gotta meet up with Hweeyi, Teck seng, Sherline and Mary Laopo for our late Xmas celebration~  Just a simple meetup and will be doing presents exchange~! I miss them lots !! ^^ 

BIG DECISION TO LET GO MY PASTS ~ ~ 

If you guys have been following my blog for many years since I started it (Not sure if there is any ) , you will know that I have made a big change on my blog...


That is, I have deleted all my past years posts.. 


Only kept posts that is memorable like Travelling experiences blog posts and posts that is from 2010 onwards~ 


Deleted some of the posts even when its on 2010 and 2011.. 


Now, you might wonder why the sudden change ( Or not, but I just want to share why..) , did it because when I looked back all those posts..The way I typed and the way I expressed myself are simply too childish? 


I have already proceeded to adult hood and I am still trying to get use to it.. And leave all my teenage times behind me ~ 


I wanted to do this long time ago but I kept holding on to it because to me its all memories in my life. 


But finally, after a long time consideration, I decided to delete all those posts and move on~ 


Will try to blog more interesting stuff that happened in my life so please stay tune! 


Till next time people ! Take care ! 

CHANGES....

Today I will be blogging bout changes~ 

Changes in me in all these recent years.. 

I used to be very tomboy, when I mentioned VERY.. I speak the truth.. I was so tomboy that I hate to wear skirts and dress.. 

I just can't.. I don't like the idea of dressing myself up because makeup make me sweat and it still do..

I am fat, so I tend to sweat damn easily.. and of course not to mention that I smelled.. T.T 

And when I sweat, it just makes my face feel and look pretty oily and ugly! So I would never want to dress myself up and made myself look good... And of course being lazy is one of the reasons too.. =X 

I used to have short hair.. Its so short that people tend to think that I am a boy or I am gay.. T.T 


The only feminine in me was my long hair when years went by, I started to grow long hair, I have curly hair and its really difficult for me to maintain.. 


It requires time and effort to make my hair look wavy and nice.. So I would always bun up my hair or tied it up.. So I don't sweat much too..

When people see my face, the only feature that caught their attention was my god damn short eyebrows.. Its born to be like this!! 


I didn't make it short on purpose.. 


This is something that I wanted to change on my face when I was 15.. So I plucked up my courage and started to trim and drew it using eyebrow pencil..


I swear to god, it didn't make me look better AT ALL! 


Its fucking ugly and during that time I thought it was okay.. Because no one would tell me how wrong it looked.. So its just a additional stuff that my classmates would use to tease me..


But luckily my Third auntie was kind enough to guide and taught me how to do it, in the end, I was so good at it that people thought that I went for tattoo or someone who is so good at it to draw for me everyday.. ya right! As if anyone would be so kind enough to do this for me.. T.T 


I would be so proud to tell people that I drew it myself.. You got that right, I was only 15 and I drew my own eyebrow to school everyday without fail and it would look so real! People start to compliment ! ^^ 

Yep! The picture above, those eyebrows were drawn! 


I would let my hair down occasionally when I feel like it~ =X 


I used to have short nails too.. I NEVER HAD Long nails till these recent years.. I had this bad habit of mine (I still do but I TRY NOT TO DO IT) and that is I bite my nails. It started when I was small.. 


I never made that effort to kick this habit off.. I just continue doing it and thought that nothing is wrong~ =X 


But I don't know what came over me.. It just suddenly popped out from my head and told myself that I want long nails.. I wanna do manicure! 


So I grew long nails and tried my very best for not biting them.. 


Last two years ago, I told my sis that I wanna do something bout my makeup. I DO NOT WANT TO WEAR SPECTACLES AT ALL! And I wanna change that.. 


My sis just whipped out her makeup kit and helped me to do makeup..  

The result was this.. 


She made my eyes looked big and nice.. From single eyelid to double eyelid! =) I was thrilled and amazed bout how makeup CAN WORK on me! (That's if I am hardworking enough to make myself look good everyday! ) 


Decided to make contact lens and even when I did wear them, I seldom wear them.. Because I wasn't getting use to it.. Contact lens + fake eyelashes = my eyes got tired very easily.. 


So I just wear contact lens when I have occasions.. 

Then I went to get my eyebrows done! 


I went for eyebrow embroidery !! Mum suggested it and it looked so natural ! I didn't regret at all  for doing it! 


Of course my makeup wasn't good at all. I sucked at everything!! 


Eyeliner, eye shadow, applying fake lashes ESP! I still DO suck at it but hey! I am still working on it! 


But above picture proved that practise makes perfect!! ^^ 


I finally get the hang of it after years of drawing it ESP Eyeliner! Sometimes I still suck at it esp when my mood is fucking bad.. =X 

After days of practising of how to apply fake lashes, I finally get it.. Like on how to apply properly and don't make my eyes look un-balance.. And now I can wear contact lens for long hours !! 


My eyes don't feel sleepy anymore and I felt comfortable with it! ^^ 

Finally, I tried coloured contact lens with wide dimensions and here is the result of it! 

Even the make up was something new that I learnt from Bubzbeauty (Youtube makeup guru!) yesterday! 

What I am trying to emphasis here is that despite all those years of trial and error, I finally get the skills of makeup! 

Of course, makeup is not the only thing that make you look beautiful.. 

I still think inner beauty is the most important thing that each person must have~ No matter how thick your makeup is that make you look drop dead gorgeous, it still won't help you look pretty if your inner self is not pretty at all! 

For me, makeup just boosts up my confidence~ It made me feel good and eventually it will make me look good, presentable~ 

I have days that I would just want to be plain, without having any makeup to go to work or to town.. plus its a advantage to let my skin take a break~! 

Who says fat people can't be beautiful too? People comes in all kinds of size and shapes, as long as you know what is the real meaning of beauty and wants to do something bout yourself~ You can be beautiful too! 

And Thanks to my sister and mum who always encourages me and inspires me for wanting to look beautiful~ Esp my sister who actually TAUGHT me how! ^^ 

So people~ Stay beautiful and happy always! Till next time! ^^