FLEA MARKETING! =)


Went to flea Market last week, wanted to blog but ya know.. Lazy is the word~ aha~ I am feeling unwell so i shall just post a short and sweet one..

As i was saying, went to Flea market last week to see how Ancherle is doing, its been quite a long time since we met, and i did promise her that i will be there~

Bought a very cute PANDA notepad from her~~~ She even gave me a pink gingerbreadman wire thing.. I dont know what is that called.. =X Thanks babe!

Then on the next day, we went to Expo for another flea market and they were also having Robinson sales~

These were the stuff that I got~ Of course, MOST of it was from Jie~ Thanks jie! ^^



Got a new pink phone cover~ LOVE IT!! ^^ Matches my phone so well~ Its simple and sweet~


Went to Itacho for dinner and it sucks.. Its located at PS. Don't even bother to try it.. Its small portion and so expensive.. T.T





Cute Hammies~~ ^^

I am really feeling so unwell.. Had really high fever, till now its still not gone down yet.

Literally cried last night because I felt so terrible! I was so cold, was shivering like one kind. And I couldnt breathe..

Can't even sleep well.. Even i was so sleepy, i cant sleep, i was so hungry and i cant eat! Because whenever i smell food, i feel like i was going puke any moment.. Still HAD to force myself to eat..

The first time i cried when i was sick, is when i first got Asthma. Last night was the second time.

Thanks sis and Vincent who came out to help me and took care of me.

Went to see the doctor today and I had medicine, at least i can sleep.

Thats all now~ Night peeps, hopefully i can feel better and hopefully next week i have interviews for me to attend!

FEELING REGRETFUL? THEN I AM SORRY.



Hey guys.. Sorry that this will be a emotional post as i need to vent out my feelings as i am feeling so hurt right now. A question for you guys.. How would you feel if your dad or your mum said something like this to you..

: "Don't need to have marriage in your life so you can have so much freedom, don't need to get tied down by your children, responsibilities.. So you can travel as many countries as possible.. If i didn't have you in my life, i can save up to 500 bucks a month and go for trips every single year. You know.. Because of you, i didn't travel for more than 10 years.. don't even know why you are so useless.. "

Tell me.. How are you gonna react and feel?

Why did i ask? Because i have no idea HOW to react.. After what he said.. I just walked off and pretended that i didn't feel anything, he said this only in front of me.. None of my family members know what happen, i have the sudden urge to ask my mum.. "Do you feel regret to give birth to me? Because of me, you are having such tough life.."

And at that moment, i wanted to confront him back by saying : If you feel so regretful, then why have me in the first place? I didn't ask to be born u know?!

But i didn't, because the situation would be so ugly and i do not want to make such a fuss.. It is always me who is having this kind of situation with him!! Why do i always have to bear all these from him??

How am i suppose to react to all these shit??

I don't know if he is testing me or something.. Because i do not cry or whine in front of him, I have my own pride to shed any tear in front of him.. So maybe he just wanted to see me break down?? I am sorry that i am NOT a Daddy's girl! Saying me childish, saying me immature, seriously??

IF I m childish and immature, whatever i want i would ask from you but i didn't! Yes, i may seem so stubborn in front of him by showing my anger, but would they ever know, i was feeling so hurt and sad, shedding tears secretly?? Who would even know?? And think bout what he said , repeating in my mind over and over again..

He said that i am having good life by traveling to countries and depended on them so i could travel.. What a shit reason was that?! I confronted back and said : the moment i started working, wherever i go, whatever i do IS COMING FROM MY HARD WORK!! AND NOT FROM YA'LL!

Seriously! Get your facts right before you say anything! By the age of 17, I started working and i afford my own trips! I did not even ask a single cent from you! So shut the fuck up!

Outsiders will always say that i do not respect him, i don't respond to his questions, i do not want to talk to him..Even if i responded, i would get so pissed off! Why?? THIS IS WHY!! So don't come telling me how disrespectful i am to him!! I know i shouldn't treated him this way, but i do not want to show him my soft side so he could use it and attack me whenever he wants!!

I am feeling all so emotional and hurt right now.. I wanted to cry so badly and get this off my chest.. sigh..

IT'S BEEN A WHILE NOW~ LONG POST!


Nikon endorsement from Bommie unnie~~ This is so beautiful eh? ^^

I know this is a very late greetings BUT I am gonna say it anyway, Happy Mid-Autumn Day to everyone!! ^^



Durian mooncakes from Raffles hotel if i am not wrong~ Its really yummy!

Different flavors of mooncakes~~ I love YAM! ^^

I know this is like one week later to give my greetings but at least i am still sincere enough to do it right???? hahaha!!

I can still remember when i was young, i would ALWAYS look forward to this day every year, till last 2 to 3 years ago? When we were young (when we were still staying at Bukit panjang) , our parents would bring us to the mountain side with their friends. 

We would have our mooncakes, tea, candles and lanterns there~ While looking at the moon~~ ^^ 

To others who don't understand this day might think its a bit stupid.. But to us, it means gathering with family and friends~ Something like Reunite ~ ^^ So its always been very meaningful to me every year~

Till we have grown bigger, all we did was to eat mooncakes and that's it~ Because everyone has their own busy life and we are like adults now.. So we wouldn't go around carrying a lantern with us and play candles~~ I can still remember how we would use to play with FIRE! haha! Like campfire~ 

Trying to make it BIG! hahaha! We were like stupid kids! Not scared of anything.. But till this very day, i still see kids do that! And i would be like, Wow, so i used to be this childish and fearless! =X

Hopefully as and when we grow older, we would gather on this very day and have some fun~ Just to catch up with each other and so on. 

This is a traditional day that i think we should all follow, if not.. This tradition might just die off.. Which i don't think so~ Just hope that next year i am able to gather my friends and family together ~ ^^

As i mentioned on my previous posts.. I found a job recently BUT after 3 days of working, i decided to resign.. This is like the FIRST time in my life doing this! HAHA!! 

Why do i resign u say? Its not that i can't adapt this kind of life because i can go jobless even longer in the past.. so its not about environment.. 

Its just I felt that working there was REALLY stressful! Esp when you have to face superiors who are full of "stunts" , for example.. You can't use your mobile phone while working, not even SMS, whenever you go the washroom.. they will secretly count how many times you went and how long you are gonna take.. 

Because they think that you are using your phone secretly.. T.T So this is why i dont think i can take it, because with this kind of rules and regulations is kinda ridiculous.. 

What if i have something urgent going on at home and I cant even pick up my mobile phone?

So i rather leave the place and find something better than this.. It is really too much for me to handle, i can feel that tension between staff and superiors.. Its only the second day and i can already see and sense that very serious politics going on! T.T

Hopefully i can find something better~~ ^^

Yummy!!! ^^ Bought this when me and mum were market-ing~ haha! Manage to convince my mum to get it~ Because NTUC is having a promotion like, if you get two tubs of these, you can get a mini cooler bag~ HAHA!! ^^ The fact that i just want to eat this! hahaha!!

Brought Cherie to vet for her sterilization surgery yesterday~ Took a cab and pick jie up first and together we went to the vet, Cherie was shaking like one kind! T.T

Jie brought Wawa to vet because of her skin irritation.. Hope Wawa gets well soon too~!

Went to Jie's house after that to slack~ Mum kept calling because she was VERY worried bout Cherie.. After mum finished her work, she came to Choa chu kang to meet me, i went to pick her up and went to jie's house~ Fk came too~ Had dinner and chit chatted ~~ ^^

Headed to pick Cherie up at 8pm.. She was super drowsy..



And this is how she looks like now.. We were all being super careful and cautious with her, handling her with extra care.. Looking at the situation now that i think she is gonna be just fine~ Just hopes that she can be active again~ ^^

Jie last minute called me and we went clubbing~~ Mum kinda disagreed to it and nagged at me like hell.. But i didnt care because i NEED to DE-STRESS!!!! T.T

Went to Club trustz and we stayed like 30 minutes? Jie came in and suddenly broke down in front of me.. I got panicky because its the first time i see her being this way.. 

So she told me what happened and so on, i got so freaking angry.But i just kept my mouth shut..

Now, whatever i do or say, i have to be very careful.. Its not because i am scared but because i have to think of the consequences.. After comforting jie, we had supper and headed to Club D which is at Cuppage plaza~~ So nice! ME LIKE!! ^^

Guys there can sing and dance so well! We even got to see a special show~ So damn high!! ^^

After staying there like 3 hours? We went to the club which was in the same building as club D.. I got tired already.. So staying for like 20 minutes? Me and jie went back home~ I had fun with Anna jie, Fk and Nikko~ ^^ Thanks jie for everything!
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BELOW POST IS A VERY ANGRY ENTRY.. SO IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO CONTINUE, PLEASE PRESS THE RED BUTTON ON YOUR TOP RIGHT HAND CORNER~ ^^

That bitch is getting TOO MUCH! Please! Go get a pail, PEE inside and LOOK AT YOURSELF IN IT!! Before you insult people, just look at yourself!! Don't just go around and find guys and think that you are amazing and oh so gorgeous! *PUKE!* Its too much that when someone is being super nice to you and you turn your back on her!

FUCK OFF BITCH!! Stop claiming *things* that's yours when *they* don't belong to you at all!!!

You are just plain JEALOUS of what others have and you don't ! Stop being such a bitch and go around doing things that you think we dont know! The more you do it, the more people will know what kind of person you are!

I am a type of person who do not like to insult people on their appearance BUT her!!

She has a round, flat face.. Saggy boobs, fats on her hands,stomach.. Always LOVE to wear low cut tops and think she is soooo sexy! *PUKE* Small, creepy eyes.. BIG NOSE.. curly short hair like maggie mee, rough skin and very disgusting voice! Despite her appearance, she thinks she is so gorgeous that guys would go flocking to her.. PLEASE!! T.T

If only her character is good THEN I WILL NOT INSULT on her appearance.. Because i know i have no right, But because of her ugly inner-self, she can NEVER be attractive on the outside!!!

What i wanna say is, whatever a person is doing, someone is ALWAYS there WATCHING your every moves! What goes around comes around and its just a matter of time!! Its not coming to you YET doesnt mean it won't come! It WILL! But because GOD would like to see what else you can do! So they just wanna wait slowly and make you pay at the end!

Yes, Bad guys always die at the very end.. Its because they are coward and because they always die last, thats why its more PAINFUL for them!

I am really pissed off because she just ignore how jie treated her and turn her back on jie!

She will get REAL BAD! This I CAN COUNT ON GOD! LEAVE IT TO GOD TO PUNISH HER!

She will get what she deserves! I shall just wait and see..

I know i have been saying that i DO NOT Want to blog her anymore BUT i just can't let it go! I am too pissed off with her! Going around insulting and criticizing people! Whats worse! She is insulting jie when jie just let her off again AND AGAIN! When jie is being nice to her, she didnt appreciate it and bites her back!

One sentence for her..

FUCK OFF, GO TO HELL AND YOU CAN KISS MY BIG FAT ASS! FAT BITCH/SLUT!

GONNA GET SERIOUS! ^^

Went to club last night, supposedly we were going to Soul Club but because it was full house AND getting re-entry was a difficult task to do.. So we decided to change place and we went to Club Trustz~ ^^ Its been quite some time since i went there~~

Was boring at first but after that we get to dance and we were quite crazy at the back~ haha! Get to chat with Teen~ ^^ Long time didn't see him and i had fun ~ ^^

Gonna start my first day of work tomorrow and HOPEFULLY everything is gonna go well AND also this is a job that i can stay for long, at least 2 years!!! T.T 

I always say this but i seriously hope i can stay onto this job for 2 years~ Of course like i mention, i am gonna work hard for my side business with sweeties~ kaka~ But oh well, i am gonna take one step at a time~ Let's hope that this job is suitable for me and i can take it well~~

I am so gonna miss my days when i was slacking and spending my time with jie!

Wanting to blog before i sleep~ Also, I am putting up a tagboard up again! So you people can comment!! Be it a reader OR hater of mine~ Welcome to do so! ^^ 

Because i just realised that so many people ACTUALLY READ my blog! I am so happy bout it~~

Readers from all around the world! Thank you! ^^ Its just a humble blog with my life stories written on it~ Whats funny is, I think that I have a very boring life but still people read~ haha!

Okay! Thats all for now! Till next time peeps! ^^

WHATEVER HATERS!!!

Before i blog anything, just wanna share some pictures of my pets~ ^^ I have no idea if today's content is gonna be rough but ya know, I always blog with flow~


Techan with his dog (Lana Chan~) So cute!! Both the owner AND the dog~ ^^ Love this picture! Its my Lock screen wallpaper~! ^^


Of course~ My baby boy~ Cookie!! ^^ I seldom took pictures of him because he is too camera shy, but i managed to take pictures of him two days ago because i bribed him with treats~ Wahahaha! That's his happy contented face! ^^

Cherie~ Mummy's baby girl~ This is the face that she was paying attention to mum~ While mum was doing her stuff~ ^^ Still adorable aint it? keke~


After i changed their bedding~ Cute hammies!! ^^ They are so cute to watch at!

Okay, the previous blog post kinda gets much attention among my friends, they went like, "I am impressed by her, because after all those things that she done, she can still act like nothing happened..wow" and some went like "she better be careful, she will get whatever she deserves" , of course some peeps gave me feed backs which was nasty to her but i shall not enclose..

At times, i feel so unfair.. Because firstly, i dont go around and being fake or back stab people. But i don't get it why i have been bumping to people who are fake, back stabber etc.. But i can't do anything about it!! I always get bullies and i don't get back at them! So i seriously have no idea why when i was true to people and people just doubts it.. It really hurts, seriously.. Why do people like them even exist?! If people HAVE to call me fake, then here is the situation that i HAVE to fake to those people who are fake in the first place, and this is how i deal with them. T.T

But i gotta say that i am lucky enough to have my family and friends around me who backed me up and encourages me. Esp my sis and Yi zhan, every time when i get situations like this.. they will try to find a way to back me up and cheered me up.. So i am grateful for that! ^^

About this particular person, i shall not bother anymore, i DO NOT want her in my life! So just fucking leave me alone! Haters out there just go somewhere else and mind your own goddam business! Whatever haters! I don't deserve any judging and critics from y'all ! You haters out there are just so fucking disgust me!

So i shall not post anything bout her (for now) , i will TRY MY BEST not to blog bout her. That's if she can leave me alone!

Starting of next week, I am gonna start working, hopefully i can adapt the environment and pick up all the stuff that i need to ASAP~

Future plans of mine is to concentrate on my career both on office job that i already have AND another side business that i wanna do with my besties~ Shall reveal soon once we have decided and settle down~ Hopefully everything is gonna go well as planned! ^^

That's all for now~ Shall blog soon~ ^^ Night!

JUST ANOTHER BITCH APPEARED..







Yes guys, you got that right! I am NOT gonna write a poem for her because that ain't right and i admit that i do not know how to write a poem~So just a long blog post just dedicated to her and of course i need a space to RANT! This blog post is gonna be LONG so if you think you can't handle it, seriously, i dont blame y'all~ Just leave this page~
I shall just start from the very beginning~

I knew her since i dont know when on a dog forum and of course i was very young back then, i started to socialise with net people because at that time, i had Cookie ,so i need information from internet. So i randomly found this website called doggiesite, you can search in google. It was a good and entertaining forum that i logged in every single day, because i thought the people there were like nice and kind enough to give you advice on how to take good care of your dogs.

I do not remember how i know her, but in last year, we started to contact each other. And of course SHE contacted me first, i was not so close with her because ya know, gotta be careful with strangers still right? So yea.. We added each other on Facebook and started to exchange contact number.. We were not close and she started to call me "Sis" , i was like "what?" , lets put that aside because i dont really mind if she called me sis or whatsoever..

By the way, i have no idea how bad her reputation was in that forum because i just wanna learn bout dogs and thats all, who cares bout all those gossips. Of course i knew some BIG gossips and things happened going on in that forum but i am just a regular audience who dont give a shit bout their stuff..

So anyways, she called me a few times and talked bout her case with this lady who was also a member in that forum. Just because i only read a few threads bout this person, she wanted me to be her withness in the court! Come on! Seriously?! You really think so? At that moment i already knew that something was not right but i didnt really care because i told her off straight in the face that i wont be her withness. ITS NONE OF MY FREAKING BUSINESS!

I told no one at all.. Because i rejected her so she didnt bother me bout that anymore, she asked me out for dinner a few times last year but i didnt make it, its either i was too tired from work or i was too tired to entertain anybody!

Till this year May, after i came back from my Taiwan trip. I decided to meet her up to go clubbing, guys! It is so damn obvious who i was talking bout right? Because the only club that i went right after my trip was club trustz~ She started telling me bout Jie who was also a member from that forum, telling me how Jie avoided her, and stuff like she cared bout jie so much that she was soooo freaking stress that she needs to go clubbing~

She told me to lie to jie that we knew each other from the club and act like i do not know anything bout the forum..So i was like, okay.. Since i dont know her too, so its okay~Because i believed her back then that she was soo good to jie.. Little did she know, i got so close with jie and i would know what a person she is ! Also, she asked me to be her garantor for her bank loan, she even asked me to use my name to sign a plan to get a iphone4 for a guy who is working in the club!

People! Please tell me.. I HAVE to on my red alert mode right?? It is so obvious that this person is a FRAUD! And still! I didnt confront her! I dont have to, because she is so entertaing during these few months that i wasn't working!

I got so close with jie and she was so jealous! Because jie treated me well and seriously i do not ask anything from jie anyways.. so she was jealous! But she pretended like she is so nice in front of me and keep talking bad things behind my back constantly!!

Like i am a money sucker who is spending off jie's money and pretend that she is so angelic!

T.T , she even told jie that i was fake and called me fat..

Seriously? I was sooo PISSED OFF! But yet, i find it sooooo hilarious!!! Because i was being called fake by a fake person and being called fat by a fat person too! Tell me! How funny can this get?

I was so lucky that she has no idea where i stay! Because if she did, i am sure she will call the AVA and AVA will come knocking at my door ! She even said this " I should have find out where she lived" =.=

See how evil she is? She did all those childish stuff like i never expected a woman who is at her 30 over age ! She commented on facebook to those guys from club trustz like "i am coming down to see you soon with my friend" , she said that she would post this BIG in someone's wallpost that i knew and wanted to show off like, oh, she can go to club trustz and i have nobody to go with me..

Please.. Is this even necessary??

I didnt wanna confront her because i find it so useless because i know that she has been repeatedly doing this basically to everyone who is close to jie and she got so jealous, so she wants to get rid of them.. Now she is trying to get rid of me!

She is basically testing how far my limits can go, and ya know what? Whatever! Because i dont give a SHIT bout you! Say whatever you wanna say and do whatever you wanna do! As long as people around me knows who i am like and that is okay for me!

You are just a person who is ugly not only on the outside but who is also on the inside!

She is the 3rd person who is in my blacklist now..

I can get really nasty if i want to but ya know what, if i get nasty with you.. Its just wasting my time.. Who do you think you are? Think that you are messing around with me? Ha! Ya think i was stupid enough and naive enough to let you do whatever you want? Bitch, open your eyes bigger and see who is stupid!

I know she is gonna spread rumors bout me in the club and stuff like that, but ya know, i dont give a damn.. Really.. Go ahead, and people will see eventually how ugly u are.. I dont have to do anything to prove myself.. Because i just know it, if people who think that i am the way she describes then so be it, so i can be sure that they are not worth my time and effort to be my friend.

I feel so much better after ranting so much~~

At least one good news to announce~ I FOUND A JOB!!! Gonna be busy from next week onwards~~ Income is finally gonna come in~ That's all now~till then guys!

MEET UP AND UPDATES!

Hey peeps! Its been 2 weeks i guess since i blogged, or even longer? =/ okay, i dont remember.. =x , no one really cares my updates anyways, i guess i was the only one who is blogging and reading at the same time.. T.T

Anyways, met up with my long lost friends!!! LOL!

Its been quite some time since i met them out so i phrase it that way~ haha! Decided to meet them up~ Met them at Clementi and we should had a simple lunch and walked around the shopping mall since neither of us been there..

Was looking for a place to dine in since we were starving.. I know i was.. But when the food came, i just couldn't eat that much and that leads me being hungry right NOW! T.T I have no idea why either..



My long lost friends~ LOL!


Seriously, this ramen was killing Sherline's tongue! I ate only a mouthful to try how spicy it was and indeed, it was DEAD SPICY! I guess my mum and Vivian is gonna love this ramen!




Wan chin's~Mango soda~ Yummy!





Side dishes~ Didnt shoot a picture of my food because i forgot to do so and i didnt finish the whole thing, its not that tasty. I guess Wan chin's food taste best amongst all.. haha~

So after our brunch, we just walked around for about an hour i guess? And we were tired, tried Baskin Robbins while resting and chatting away~~ Not as yummy as Coldstones but ya know, still not bad~ ^^





I have no idea why my eyes looked so swollen.. T.T

People have been asking bout me wearing caps nowadays.. Here is why, because i was lazy to do anything bout my hair!

Simple enough? and because i bought like 3 caps in Taiwan and i needa find chances for me to wear them right? hehe~ Another reason was, I LOVE CAPS! ^^ 

I dont get to wear them often if i start work , esp when i am looking for a office job..

Still no luck of me finding a job.. Been sending out resumes and NO FEEDBACKS AT ALL!

I have no idea how many resumes i have sent and i sent out the most resumes this time round.. Is it that difficult to find a job now? 

But i dont blame anyone because i have my own requirements as well.. Sent out a resume on Friday night before i went to bed, its sales and marketing management trainee position. I have no idea what is this position bout but i just thought that i should give it a try.. 

And so i did, just trying out, didnt expect any calls from them as usual..

But unexpectedly, i got a call from them during my brunch with my sweeties.. I was like "THANK GOD!" , finally some response! 

I seriously hope this is gonna work out, hope it is something that i have been looking for and find that passion in my job and hope to advance in as my career.. Well, just hopes everything goes well ! Wish me luck! Till next time peeps!